Yosef's Tefillah & Torah Song

Lyrics
Tefilla Part:
All the vows I’ve made,
the things I’ve said,
the words I’ve gave
they mock me
Empty promises
before you
All the tears I’ve cried
the sighs I’ve sighed
the things I’ve tried
they mock me
And here I am before you
Broken, beaten, shamed,
I stand before You
White flag waving in the air
Turn to me and please - רחם על בניך!
There’s nowhere else to turn from here
Step by step engulfed in pain
Stumbling blindly through the night
Doors are slammed and locked and chained,
אבקש פניך!
Can You take me by the hand
הוריני ה' דרכיך
Can You make me understand
רצוניך רצוני
Torah Part:
Know that every word
above is heard
the heavens stir
Your Torah
Transforming worlds within you
Know that if you try
With every sigh
The One on high
rewards you
He will place a crown upon you
So work, my son, grab hold
and Torah will guide you
and bring you close and heal your pain
Open up your heart and let it inside you
For this door will never be locked and chained
Because לא בשמים היא
Nor across the widest sea
It belongs to you, my son
It’s what you’ve been seeking
לולי תורתך,
תורתך שעשועי
אז אבדתי בעני